my daughter wanted ice cream

my daughter wanted ice cream.

she didn't tell me which,

so I will get her three.

she can choose everyday,

strawberry,

vanilla,

and chocolate too.

my daughter wanted ice cream,

so I went to the store.

this is the home we've built.

a home where she will not be brave,

because she will never have to fear.

she will never know

will she ever know

she will never know

will she ever know

she will never know

will she ever know

will she ever know

will she ever know

will she ever know

home is my heart

but my heart

has fear.

this fear is my own,

and for as long as I am here,

it will be beside me.

but will she know

though this fear isn't her own,

for as long as I am here

she is fated to be

beside it,

facing it?

because I cannot.

I cannot be brave.

I cannot be brave.

I cannot be brave.

I cannot be brave.

I cannot be brave.

I cannot be brave alone.

chị ơi! is that you?

I can't forget your retreating figure,

no matter how old we've become.

do you remember?

running down the hill

at the same time

only the weight of the sun

pushing on our backs

chị ơi, do you remember

when fear wasn't down our throats

when war wasn't the pit in our stomachs

and love wasn't fear

but is ice cream from the store

here, my daughter will never have to be brave

to know,

to remember.

her stomach is empty,

and she will fill it with the ice cream

that I bought for her.

here, perhaps I can remember once more.

would you like to see my home,

chị?